Victor Stone Butts

and it jsut gets worse. took a long time but it finally did happen honey.

this time its all over.

i love you victor and i miss you

everything would have been so different. you always talked of having the finger on the pulse. It was all the people, children, your wife, me, your family, my babies. those who loved you Victor, those are the pulses you could have had your finger on. You made so much difference in our lives jsut being alive, had you decided to live, we would all have had such a better life.

I love you honey and I miss you so much and I am lost now in an insane world-without you.

I miss you so much every day this is crazy being here without you.

its raining now.

you were always right about so many things, guess you know what they were huh -heee heee.....

you wouldnt believe things here now.

I love you baby. trying to come 'see' you . wish I were

'there' with you already.

I'm getting tired and not caring anymore. Maybe it will be soon. there is nothing left me here. You are there, where ever there is.

This is no fun without you honey. Just no fun at all.

I love you baby.

hi baby, my 55th bd tomorrow. nothing is the same. I think of you every day Victor. and i miss you all the time.

no one else to know me, to understand me. i still cant believe your gone.

all my love