so....here we are.
I can't imagine it can you?
Victor, I love you. It's not right for me here without you. I'll stay...but it's not going to be ok.
I've read or re read all your letters from when I was in the hospital for so long. And you always tried to get me to take better care of myself. But you wouldn't take care of yourself.
Now I am here without you. So yes, maybe I am a little upset with you.
But it wont last honey, it never did. My love lasted. The insanity that was us lasted.
I love you Victor.