Victor Stone Butts

 Good morning Sweetheart.

Guess I will go back to thinking out loud with you here.

I sure love you.........miss you.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY HONEY

I LOVE YOU

hello my darling precious one.

I've removed my diary to a more suitable place, but you already know that. You can know all I imagine now, from where you sit.

Memories-I have so many honey. You gave me the best years, so I did indeed save the best for last. Truth is-we both did, but you know that LOL.

Precious memories, even little things like sitting in the living room together. You in your chair, me on the couch. We would sleep and or watch tv. Remember earlier on, us walking to Food Fair?  A lot of times, yes.

The time you first talked to your doc about things.....((hugs honey))..

The time I thought would never,COULD never happen. How we kept saying to one another, for years- "I want to 'go' first, I don't want to be here without you".  And we meant it. And we knew why. And-we were right.

It's a few days shy of 10 months baby. I've gone completely crazy in that time and am finally coming back to what is going to have to pass for normal now. oh it's quieter alright, lol, but....this isn't what I want, I always just wanted you. good times and bad, no matter how bad. I just wanted you. You are the only one who understood me. Life is just not life anymore honey.

I love you.

A Final Word For My Loved Ones And Friends

Today is August 6, 2008, and it is becoming apparant to me, I am on the final glide -path for eternity.  I am not afraid of this final approach. In fact, I relish it, and look forward to it.

I will welcome the death of the physical, because it will release the spiritual for the Rest of Eternity.

I find the term "Rest of Eternity" comparable to the "gift of life being

The PRESENT".

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